Last Updated on 20230324(09.08)
Not to be so Romantic, but.
But, the idea was to stay asleep earlier than usual.
Which means that things have to descend deep enough that i stay asleep.
I wonder why anyone falls asleep. If it’s like falling in love, yes, i would over and over. But if it is tripping and falling into a ditch of sleep. So either you are bewitched or ditched as you fall asleep. Like a trap/spell.
Why would i rather stay asleep now and fall awake tomorrow?
So that i can fall in love with day again and just trip into it’s might gravity. Falling awake would be a realisation.
Staying asleep is temporary because stays are all temporary. Nobody ever stays at the same place forever, especially when they pretend to.
The lullaby sounds like a lack of deferral. A statis not deferred. A something that stayed. Stayed like a lover who just decided to stay back a moment before you were about to ask him to.
Stay as lofty as a pillow. Stay the breadth of a mattress. Stay the careful size of a personal diary swimming among the whole length of history and beyond. Stay just long enough that you always wish it stays just a little longer.